Free Write

This past few weeks have been a rough patch in my life lately. I've lost best friends, lost people I've liked, and even loved. But through everything I've been stronger and a better person overall. But trying to talk to somebody that never truly listens is hard to cope with, because you just want to express your feeling so bad and cry to someone but I have never had that one friend that's there for me. The people I talk to only care about their problems and what happening with them, and they want me to be sympathetic to them when they never are to me. Some times in life I have to think to myself "Do they really care?" before i tell someone something, because I know the answer, always. So when people ask me "why are you so quiet?" or "Why don't you ever talk in school?" It's because when I DO talk to people, they never listen. So why waste my breathe on someone who doesn't care one bit and is worried about their lives and their drama, and not their friends.