Thursday, October 29, 2015

Free Write

This past few weeks have been a rough patch in my life lately. I've lost best friends, lost people I've liked, and even loved. But through everything I've been stronger and a better person overall. But trying to talk to somebody that never truly listens is hard to cope with, because you just want to express your feeling so bad and cry to someone but I have never had that one friend that's there for me. The people I talk to only care about their problems and what happening with them, and they want me to be sympathetic to them when they never are to me. Some times in life I have to think to myself "Do they really care?" before i tell someone something, because I know the answer, always. So when people ask me "why are you so quiet?" or "Why don't you ever talk in school?" It's because when I DO talk to people, they never listen. So why waste my breathe on someone who doesn't care one bit and is worried about their lives and their drama, and not their friends.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Me gusta clase de spanish.

In Spanish class we have learned many phrases and words to make whole sentences and I honestly really enjoy spanish, even though I am not eve close to fully speaking spanish.
¿De dónde es Usted? means where are you from? But formal. So I would ask that to a elder but not to one of my friends, because it is formal.
Also, Como estas? is how are you but non formal, so I would say that to my friends.
If i wanted to say that to a teacher or a elder I would say, como esta usted? which is the same question, just formal. :)

Friday, October 16, 2015

First Quarter

The reflection on my first quarter of this year is that this quarter was pretty good. I got all A's except a C+ in science. I feel that I do not deserve that grade because all he did was show us notes and expect us tho know everything just by those notes. Now I know people learn that was but I certainly do not learn that way and it really agitates me when he gave me that grade on things I did not learn. So that teacher I will definitely not like this year because of the way he "Teaches". But other than his poor grade, every other class is fine and I have reasonably good grades and I hope it will stay the same.

Friday, September 25, 2015


So I was there on Monday when we had to do robotics, and we had to start building the first part, after we took inventory. To me, since I'm not that smart of a person, the instructions and steps were very confusing to me. I've never had to put something together like that, and it was really hard to understand but once i got the hang of it, it went pretty easily. The only thing that made it 10 times harder one me, was my partner didn't do anything. He just stood there, observing everything that I was doing. And I understand he doesn't know me, but he could at least say "oh here, i got the wrench" and helped but he doesn't but I understand he doesn't know me but I talk to him because that's how team work, works. So personally, I would work alone, since I basically am. Plus I feel like I work better on my own because I don't have any distractions. I definitely think I could be doing more than robotics. I'm missing precious time in my first 2 periods of school, and that agitates me because I believe if the people that want to do robotics, should, but we shouldn't be forced into doing a class that we don't want to do. I personally would rather learn Spanish and Biology rather than robotics. But I think robotics is a good skill to have overall, because its good for listening to instructions, problem solving, and everyday problems. Because say your washer broke, if you learn robotics, you could most likely fix it. (Little problems) So overall, from my first experience and what i thought about the class, I like it, but there are some major flaws. So in conclusion, that is what i think about robotics.

Monday, September 21, 2015

  These are the type of pictures I want to take when I become a professional photographer. I really like landscape photography and I don't just like looking at landscape photography, I also love taking those type of pictures. When i become professional, I will be taking model pictures like for weddings, but I want to mainly do landscape photography. Cameras, and photography is my hobby, but I would absolutely love to do this for the rest of my life. I'm so passionate about photography, I'm so thankful for Tyler, for showing me something I love to do and will probably do for the rest of my life.

Friday, September 18, 2015


Well to start off, fall is not my favorite season, but it is not a bad season. The things I like about fall is its not too cold, but it's cold enough that I can wear a sweater and cuddle up in blankets, and just chill. And I also love watching the leaves fall and change color and Halloween and the candy. But I don't like when it gets TOO cold, because then I get sick and not wanting to get out of bed in the mornings because it's just so cold. But over all I like fall, it is a nice time and a comforting season.